I just need somebody to love :"D

urgh, ive been single for 10months. omg. perhaps im too ridiculous for the boys. and my friend suggests me to not talk to much, am i???? if i were the girls who arent single, id :

• often smiling. wherever, and whenever
• being snorty with a "simple" problem (even i kudnt say it's a problem)
• Hold a phone every minute
• Sleep over 10pm
• often makes an "unfunny" jokes

And thats not the reason why i dont want to be single.

I want to take a relationship for sure, yep. im certain.

Just.... the boys dont want it with me. 

And i already know the reason b4 u mention it

• Im ugly (extremely dark, have a lot of acnes, short and fat. 153cm,51kg)
• Often talk to much with extra-loud and shrill voices.
• Im stupid